Monday, December 07, 2009
How Frustrating!
Ever since we got to KC, I've been trying to find, simply, a foot hookup. Just someone that I or Mary and I can play a little with. Not even sex. Just feet.
That's five years now. Completely and totally unsuccessful.
And what tops this all off? Now, at home, I get to hear that because some guy has $500 to drop on some play, there are TWO girls calling HIM, coming to HIS door.
In one way, it makes me wish I had the money. In another, it makes me a little angry.
What can I do? Not a damn thing. I just have to sit down, pat people on the back, and endure it. There is no sign of me ever having that kind of money to drop on just a few minutes.
AND... It's winter! There are no bare feet out for me to even SEE! The only place I see it is at home!! The same place where I get to hear about some guy with $500 that's getting foot play!!! AAARRRGGGHHH!!!
Shoot me. Just fucking shoot me.
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